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[Aug. 19th, 2006|12:43 pm] |
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well I opened up to steve and know I like he doesn't want to opened to me but i have to read it in his lj. well steve OPENED THE FUCK UP. well im off to homedepot now.
I LOVE STEVE |
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| Homedepot |
[Jul. 26th, 2006|10:41 pm] |
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| |  angry | ] |
well u know i work for homedepot thanks to my baby to it well the heard people was going to write me up for something that is not on my list. well we have a new guy and he follews me like a little dog buthe is new well good night |
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|08:41 pm] |
Im so a lonely I have be at my loves house for a week and lasts night I couldn't sleep and now I feel like im lonely and sad. but now im going to try to go to the iner me well bye bye
Steve comment me PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| im sorry i have not been on |
[Jun. 28th, 2006|08:52 pm] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
well im working at HomeDepot i know the other one but Steve is the one who helpped me with it and now im working and im very tirer well im off to bed. |
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| im the woman of the house |
[Jun. 9th, 2006|11:12 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | in steve's bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | SweetDreams | ] |
ok when my father gos out for work im the woman of the house and i haved to wake up my stepmother to go to bed and when she gos out for work im still the woman of the house doing the dish and laudry and somethimes cooking. When they go camping Im doing laudrying and cleaning, cooking, the dog. When my dad does nights i have to make sure he is up and out the door. I do alot when it comes for me i get brich at for little things. oh well when at days comes and out of here they are going to miss what i did for them. |
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| here we go again |
[May. 27th, 2006|06:05 pm] |
fuck this I did it again with my back now it is hard for me to walk and pick things up with. i had to work today but i work intill 3 not 8 b/c of my back. Now i have to go back to my dr's again gir!!!!!!!!!!!!. If someone can help me i wold like it alot. well off to see my love of my life now bye bye |
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| life |
[May. 19th, 2006|04:21 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my room | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | lonely | ] |
well every night I cry myself to sleep b/c I miss being in Steves arm and being with him I wish i could be with him all the time but im wailing for him say it is ok or good for it. I miss Steve really badly. |
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| my heart for my love |
[May. 15th, 2006|10:59 pm] |
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| |  worried | ] |
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| | ill be there | ] |
Im very scared and I wanted to take care of him I really do. Now im going to put myself out and make sure he will be ok and I wanted to be there when he needs something il be there to do it for him. Thats right I WANTED TO BE THERE FOR STEVE NOW AND FOREVER TOO YES IM WILLING TO BE WITH STEVE 24/7 TO MAKE SURE HE IS OK AND I LOVE U MY STEVE |
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| other fuck hoilday |
[May. 14th, 2006|07:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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ok i work intill 2:30 and when try to look for my grandmother at the blue hills graveyear in Braintree looking for it. Yes in the rain just looking. I couldnt find it and i was wet and very cool. Im very sad that i did find it myself. well bye |
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| im not good for no one |
[May. 13th, 2006|12:44 am] |
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| | crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | always | ] |
I know your asking my why well here it is. I cant make everone i loved happy no more, so i think i sured kill myself when everone will be happy and i will know that everone is happy with out me. I give you my heart and when I tell i love you always and forever i mean from the my heart and when i tell u ill my going to do something i mean. When I tell im going to make sure ur getting a house or a 14 dogs i mean and i make sure u have hot food on the talted when u come and i clean house i mean and if i need to get more jobs to keep this. Ill work intil i dead to make sure we have food and colth, water,lights,heat,a/c. I get my word to my loved and i get short in the heart. well i thing it time to find alway to put im self to sleep. But If someone I loved or cares alot for me can give my a big thing on why im here maybe or maybe not.
I know im not good for no one and no one wants t be with me and I know why, I sux in life and my life is not going to make it and i have to more back paints and im small and no one wants to be with someone who is small. no one wants to loved someone who is small. who is bad in other things.so for now my heart is in tears so r my eyes, I really love someone right now and u know who u r. I love u always and forever teddy bear with all my heart and i mean it. |
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